I am so mad at you I cannot even begin to describe it with words, because I am so sad due to you, the line between my heart and my head no longer exists.

You make these promises, of which I felt meant things would change. Perhaps I didn't make it clear enough when I said a) see me more, b) don't cheat and c) don't bail - I also meant, don't ignore me.

So yet here I am, back to my CRAZY (not usual) self, waiting for you to respond to me. I don't care how busy you are, can you not at least have the decency to say, "hey, I'm busy right now. Not ignoring you... etc. etc.". Instead, you ignore me. AGAIN. And you know what, it feels really shitty. Really shitty because I like you and want you to treat me right all the time, not just when you have the time to do so.

This is so simple. Yet it's so important. In this moment, I cannot be more clear of your true character - selfish and heartless.

If this were anyone else, I wouldn't care because it's just one message. But it's you, and after all this time and all these new promises, it means so much more.

How come you can't respond to me? But yet you have the time to post shit and I bet you also have the time to read news, text a friend, listen to music, talk on the phone, etc.

If you had the decency to put yourself in my shoes, as I truly believe I have tried to put myself in your shoes, you will see that all I needed was a response. Did I not elaborate enough that I need immediate affirmations and reinforcement?

If you say you are busy - then fine, get off facebook. BUT IF YOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO POST MUSIC, YOU HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO RESPOND TO ME BECAUSE I SHOULD BE THAT IMPORTANT. BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO SEE ME UPSET. BECAUSE YOU KNOW BETTER THAN TO IGNORE ME, BECAUSE WHO LIKES TO BE IGNORED, ESPECIALLY A GIRL WHO JUST ASKED YOU TO BE NICER, AND ESPECIALLY TO A GIRL YOU SAID YOU COULD TREAT BETTER.