I'm really horrible at keeping promises to myself. (See post below re: the discovery of the asshole tendencies of a man of interest). Here I am, a month and a bit later, and I find myself in the same position.

I'm over it. I spend so much time of you and for what? Some good times, conversations, affection, attention, and then what? I'm not happy with being someone you kick it with occasionally anymore. I want to be that someone for you.

Chemistry

- 3.5/5

- I think we get each other in some ways, but in others, we are both so completely lost. I think that there is better out there, for the both of us.

Accountability

- 2/5

- What kills me here is that I know that you can be accountable when you CHOOSE to be. When you don't care, for whatever reason that is, you really cannot be relied upon. Big no bueno for me and my personality.

Intellectual Equality

-1.5/5

- You are brilliant. But you make me feel stupid when I'm around you.

Kindness

- 1/5

- Yes, I want those sweet gestures. No, you don't do them often, if at all. Again, I know I can get more.